im tired of this

im tired of waking up every morning not knowing what kinda mood your going to be in today. not knowing if your gonna treat me amazing or completly ignore me. just tell me straaight up whats going on. im tired of playing this kinda game with you. me getting upset over you is something that shouldnt happen. i shouldnt have gave you my everything and full heart when i dont even know you myself. i thought i did perfetly. but now thoes meaningful things are becoming into lies. dont say i love you unless you mean it next time, because i might do this crazy thing and just might belive you.